When Lovely Means More Than Pretty

How lovely is your dwelling place, O LORD of hosts!

Psalm 84:1

When you read this verse, do any pictures come to mind? If we think back to the instructions for building the tabernacle, we may picture the fine twined linen, the blue and purple yarns, and cherubim skillfully worked into the curtains (See Exodus 36). Those things were indeed lovely and costly. Gold, silver, and bronze covered various pieces of tabernacle furniture, and the clasps, bars, and frames of its structure. God himself gave two craftsmen, Bezalel and Oholiab, special skill to make all these things. In addition, Moses is instructed to have those filled with skill to make the priests’ garments in such a way that displays beauty and glory (See Exodus 28).

The Lord is certainly beautiful and glorious beyond our comprehension and the place in which he has chosen to dwell – the tabernacle in Israel’s case – is designed to reflect that. I think we would do well to meditate on the beauty of God and how that relates to his glory. If we did, maybe our hearts wouldn’t be so tethered to this world, but rather, filled with eager anticipation for the next.

But when understood in the original language, this word ‘lovely’ points to something beyond outward aesthetics. The word in Hebrew is an adjective meaning well beloved, very dear. The closely related noun form of this word is used 19 times in Song of Solomon to refer to ‘my beloved’.

What makes the dwelling place of God beloved? What makes it very dear? The King of covenant love dwells there! His loyal and steadfast love has opened the door into his presence for those upon whom he has set his special affection. They are his beloved people. And now that we have been brought in, we enjoy and delight in all that our Beloved is for us.

This is why the psalmist expresses his longing for the dwelling place of God with language of yearning and fainting. You don’t respond in this way to a place that is merely pretty to look at. And indeed he goes on to clarify the object and terminus of his affection when he says, “My heart and flesh sing for joy to the living God.”

I have loved learning Hebrew and am grateful for the tools to dig deeper into the original languages. But one of the challenges of seminary is to take what you are learning in class and have it transform your heart. So we must go beyond the Bible nerd phase of digging for the original meaning of the word ‘lovely’ in Psalm 84. We must go beyond that exciting point of discovery and ask how that piece of information should affect my worship this Sunday and how I go about the rest of my week. For me I think it is beginning to transform how I see the weekly gathering of believers. Have you ever said this, “I didn’t get anything out of the service/sermon today.”? That question may reveal that you are looking at the weekly gathering of believers as a consumer. But what if you and I entered worship with the expectation that we are about to meet our Beloved Lord? That this is a place where he especially dwells with those upon whom he has set his special affection? What if we looked forward all week long to this day of days not as a way to get our spiritual ‘fix’, or to check off a box, but as a day that is set apart to enjoy his presence and cultivate a greater longing for the last Day when he will come back and take us to himself, and all our soul’s longings and faintings will be satisfied?

It’s not the outward, tangible details that make God’s dwelling place so beautiful and glorious. It’s who he is as our King of covenant love. Do you know this King? Are you longing for his return? For when he returns, all will be consummated and he will make his final dwelling place with his beautiful Bride, and all of us will cry, “Glory!”

How Can Clay Win Up to Thee?

As C.S. Lewis famously said in The Weight of Glory , “We are far too easily pleased.” For all my love of sports, and I’ve spent countless hours since childhood watching men and women strike or throw a ball, tumble across the floor and swing up into the air, run around in circles trying to achieve world records, I think one of the devil’s schemes is to use the good gift of sports to derail our affections, to convince us that the joy and excitement we feel over our team winning, or this person achieving a world record, is the pinnacle of joy and delight.

No. We were made for so much more. We were made to be swallowed up in the enjoyment and praise of our Creator and Savior. But even when we realize the truth of this, and begin to experience a tiny sliver of it here on earth, we can become disappointed because we see how great a chasm there still is between what we experience of Christ’s love and the infinite riches that await. We’ve been given a sip of the glory but our eyes have become opened to the vastness and depth of the great sea of his love. How can we ever reach it? Yes, we were made for so much more, and he is deserving of more than we could ever give him but we are just lumps of clay! This is what I think Samuel Rutherford is getting at in the following quote:

Oh, where is He? O Fairest, where dwellest Thou? O never-enough admired Godhead, how can clay win up [attain] to Thee? How can creatures of yesterday be able to enjoy Thee? Oh, what pain is it, that time and sin should be so many thousand miles betwixt a loved and longed-for Lord and a dwining [pining away] and love-sick soul, who would rather than all the world have lodging with Christ! Oh, let this bit of love of ours, this inch and half-span length of heavenly longing, meet with Thy infinite love! Oh, if the little I have were swallowed up with the infiniteness of that excellency which is in Christ! Oh that we little ones were in at the greatest Lord Jesus! Our wants should soon be swallowed up with His fulness.

Have we settled for stale enjoyments? Have we allowed our God-given capacity for enjoyment and worship and praise to terminate on things that can only be truly and fully satisfied by an infinite Love? This morning I feel my utter lack, the inability to enjoy God and give to him what he deserves. My attention wanders and drifts, settling for lesser loves. The Lord sees and knows this. I thank God for brothers and sisters like Samuel Rutherford who also recognized their own lack. And praise him for his mercy, that he is a compassionate Father who does not condemn us for our lack but continues to call out to his children and say,

Come, everyone who thirsts, come to the waters; and he who has no money and eat! Come, buy wine and milk without money and without price. Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread, and your labor for that which does not satisfy? Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good, and delight yourselves in rich food.

Isaiah 55:1-2

Presenting Our Bodies

If you’re a woman of a certain age, born in the 70s, you may have noticed that your social media feed is filled with advice about navigating what used to be called “The Change” aka menopause. It’s a hot topic right now, and I will not apologize for that pun. One click on a Stacey Sims video on YouTube will immediately alert the algorithm to feed you content about protein, lifting heavy, and the use of hormone replacement therapy. As I drive around the Atlanta suburbs, I see more and more people, mostly women, walking around with weighted vests. Get together with your 50 something female friends and the topic will invariably drift toward how to get better sleep or how to avoid putting on those extra pounds.

Women’s bodies go through many changes as we mature, bear children, and then get older. We may feel disoriented and out of control, like our bodies just won’t do what we want them to do, or look the way they used to look. The culture takes advantage of our discontent and, dare I say, hatred of our bodies to sell us things, to deny we’re getting older, to convince us that there’s this one secret to unlock or hack our metabolism and once we find it, then we’ll be like our pre-pregnancy, pre-menopausal selves.

What kind of relationship do you have with your body? Do you hate it? Is it your enemy? Does the number on the scale in the morning determine your self-worth and your mood for the rest of the day? What thoughts run through your mind when you look at yourself in the mirror? Do these questions make you squirm?

I thought I had a pretty healthy self-image until I got cancer. The loss of hair, the loss of body parts, and the sudden onset of menopause exposed the vanity that was always lurking underneath. That idol had been largely hidden and suppressed until my usual ways of managing and controlling my body’s appearance – running, tweaking my diet here and there – no longer worked. I used to joke that I ran so I could eat and that worked until it didn’t.

There are at least two dangers in how we treat our bodies. One is to dissociate from them, believing the lie that they don’t represent the real us. What’s real is what’s on the inside. What’s real is the identity I have constructed apart from my appearance. What’s real is how I feel. The other danger is to make our bodies an idol, the ultimate DIY project. If you have enough money and time, you can buy all the products and invest all your extra time with a personal trainer, nutrition coach, and other wellness experts in order to slow down the inevitable decline.

My pastor recently preached on Romans 12:1-2 which says:

I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship. Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.

Why does Paul say bodies? Wouldn’t it be more spiritual to say offer your souls? That question reveals a hidden gnosticism, a belief that Christianity has fought for centuries. The gnostics believed that the body was a prison house for the spirit. They looked down on the material world and emphasized the freedom human beings would achieve once they were separated from their bodies. But Christianity pushes back here and teaches the dignity of the whole person – body and soul. The fact of the bodily resurrection of Jesus Christ and the truths contained in 1 Corinthians 15 point to the goodness of our physical bodies. Paul says in verse 49 of that chapter, “Just as we have borne the image of the man of dust, we shall also bear the image of the man of heaven.” The man of heaven is Jesus Christ, who lives forever as the God-man. We will receive glorified bodies just like his.

When my pastor preached on offering our bodies as living sacrifices I teared up. I knew that the Lord was putting his finger on something I have been struggling with for a long time. Offer this body? The body I struggle to accept and, if I’m honest, sometimes hate? What would it look like to offer this body to the Lord as a living sacrifice, the body that doesn’t look the way I want, the body ravaged by cancer, the body that doesn’t have the shape it used to? Will I continue to go through life silently resenting it? Or in offering this body to God as a living sacrifice, can I get free of the hatred? Of the near constant fight against it, to make it what I want it to be?

The Lord has given us our bodies. He has crafted them and designed them down to the smallest detail. The incarnation proves that God is not against the body. He loves our bodies. And he has condescended in love to indwell our bodies with his Holy Spirit!

What would it look like if Christian women believed this instead of the lies of the world? What might happen if Christian women started expressing thanksgiving for their bodies instead of contempt? These are questions I want to keep asking.

To Him Who Loves Us

Revelation scares a lot of people. Both the complexity of the content and the multitude of possible interpretations combine to prevent people from delving into this book. But what if there was an assurance at the very beginning, even in the greeting, that could serve as an anchor as we navigate our way through?

Revelation 1:1-8 is densely packed with information about what kind of book this is and the theology of who it is from. Verse 1 tells us directly that this is “the revelation of Jesus Christ.” The word revelation is apokalypsis in Greek and means to reveal. This kind of literature uses symbols and metaphors to help interpret earthly realities through a heavenly lens. Examples of apocalyptic literature are also found in portions of Isaiah, Ezekiel, and Daniel, parts of the Old Testament that also confuse us. But verse 4 sounds familiar:

“John to the seven churches that are in Asia: Grace to you and peace..”

New Testament letters, or epistles, follow a standard pattern. John is greeting his original readers here, just like Paul does in many of his letters, but things get a little bit extra after this:

…from him who is, and who was, and who is to come, and from the seven spirits who are before his throne, and from Jesus Christ the faithful witness, the firstborn of the dead, and the ruler of kings on earth.

Every other similar greeting in Paul or the epistles of John mention the Father and the Son. Here we have what may be called a super-sized Trinitarian greeting.

The Father is the one who is and who was and who is to come. This appellation calls to mind the scene in Exodus 3 with Moses at the burning bush, when the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob identifies himself as YHWH, the being one, the ever-living, promise keeping God who covenants with his people and is for his people.

The Spirit is described with this sevenfold symbolism, underlining his fullness and presence with the Father before the throne, proceeding from the Father and the Son and doing his will.

And finally the Son, Jesus Christ, who is described here with three titles which encompass his work on earth and now in heaven. He is the faithful witness, the one who always tells the truth about God. We can trust what he will say in this book. He is also the firstborn from the dead. This doesn’t mean he was created, it means he is the forerunner of the new creation, the preeminent of those who have been resurrected. And then he is the ruler of kings on earth. The original audience of this letter were under threat from the ruler of the Roman Empire. Christians throughout history have also faced opposition from their earthly rulers. But John wants all of us to know that Christ is ruling and reigning – right now!

Why does John expand on the usual greeting? I think he knows what is coming and he knows his audience will need a spiritual ballast, a theological anchor as they hear the words of this book with all its apocalyptic imagery and symbolism. That anchor is the doctrine of God. Who God is in all his Trinitarian glory will strengthen and comfort them as they are called to patiently endure.

If that were not enough to encourage John’s audience and us, he adorns the anchor with praise. After the super-sized greeting chock full of Trinitarian glory and beauty, John’s choice of words should pierce our hearts in the sweetest way. Don’t rush past this!

To him who loves us and has freed us from our sins by his blood and made us a kingdom, priests to his God and Father, to him glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen.

Both Paul and Peter broke out in doxology in the middle or at the end of their letters. At the end of 2 Peter, Peter says, “To him be the glory both now and to the day of eternity.” In 1 Timothy 1 Paul says, “To the King of ages, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory forever and ever. Amen.” Both of these would be appropriate ways for John to proceed. Or what about Jude? At the end of Jude he breaks out in praise to God: “Now to him who is able to keep you from stumbling and to present you blameless before the presence of his glory with great joy.” The original hearers of Revelation would definitely be encouraged by those words. But John begins by highlighting the love of God. Is that what you would expect?

To him who ____________ us. How would you fill in that blank? If you were listening to this letter being read for the first time, what would you want to know? What would enable you to endure patiently through this present evil age and on to eternity?

God loves us.

Read that again, but preach it to your soul this time.

Have we become so accustomed to those words that we’ve lost the wonder of them? The gloriously beautiful, all powerful, Sovereign Lord, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, loves us. There’s more to this doxology – blood bought freedom from our sin and union with Christ as a kingdom of priests – but sit back and meditate on the truth John deliberately puts at the beginning.

This book of Revelation tells us the end of the story where God will bring redemptive history to an end and every sin to light. What John’s audience needs to know at the beginning of this letter is that the God who is, and who was, and who is to come soon both to save and to judge, this God, first of all, loves them with an unbreakable covenant love, and that love has brought freedom from sin and a kingdom that cannot be shaken.

I can’t think of a better or more secure anchor.

Run Fast, For It Is Late

I used to run a lot. I was never fast, but I loved pretending I was. I would go to the local high school track and do a workout that involved fast (for me!) short intervals. I enjoyed accelerating around the curve and would pump myself up by imagining I was Allyson Felix in the Olympic 200 meter race. My watch told me the truth that I was actually twice as slow as Allyson, but for that brief moment on the curve, heading into the straightaway and on to the finish of the interval, my imagination helped my legs to turn over quicker.

In letters to his friends and parishioners, Samuel Rutherford often reminded them of the time. Like Paul to the Romans, he emphasized that “salvation is nearer to us now than when we first believed.” (Romans 13:11) How then shall we live? The Bible uses metaphors to speak of the life of faith. We walk with God (see Galatians 5:16 and Colossians 2:6-7), but we also are called to run (see Galatians 5:7 and Hebrews 12:1-2). In a letter to one of his elders, Rutherford encourages him to run fast, knowing what time it is.

Love heaven; let your heart be on it. Up, up, and visit the new Land and view the fair City, and the white Throne, and the Lamb, the bride’s Husband in His Bridegroom’s clothes, sitting on it. It were time that your soul cast itself, and all your burdens, upon Christ. I beseech you by the wounds of your Redeemer, and by your compearance before Him, and by the salvation of your soul, lose no more time; run fast, for it is late. God hath sworn by Himself, who made the world and time, that time shall be no more (Rev. x. 6). Ye are now upon the very border of the other life.

We don’t know exactly how much time we have left in our short lives. The Lord has determined all our days. And we don’t know how long it will be before Christ returns. But if we woke up this morning we are all one day closer to seeing him. Our life with the Lord is a walk, but as we get closer, as we come around that curve and see the finish line, we can all pick up our knees, and pump our arms, running faster until we cross over to that new Land, our forever home with Christ.

Where Does Your Faith Sit?

Samuel Rutherford had been away from his church, from his dear congregation, for a long time. In his letters he laments all the dumb, silent Sabbaths he spent away from them, away from the ministry he loved to do. Some suggested he go abroad, to this place across the sea called New England. He would be free to preach there, but he refused. In a letter to his friend John Stuart, he describes the state of his heart and his desires:

Now, for any resolution to go to any other kingdom, I dare not speak one word. My hopes of enlargement are cold, my hopes of re-entry to my Master’s ill-dressed vineyard again are far colder. I have no seat for my faith to sit on, but bare omnipotency, and God’s holy arm and good-will. Here I desire to stay, and ride at anchor, and winter, whill God send fair weather again, and be pleased to take home to His house my harlot-mother. Oh, if her husband would be that kind, as to go and fetch her out of the brothel-house, and chase her lovers to the hills! But there will be sad days ere it come to that.

Rutherford had opportunities to go elsewhere, but he refused. His heart was with the people of God in his own country, people who he describes as unfaithful to God at the present moment, a church that was taking its orders from the state instead of the Lord. But his refusal wasn’t based on any hope that things would get better. In fact, he was convinced it would get worse. But he didn’t base his faith on these outward signs.

I have no seat for my faith to sit on, but bare omnipotency, and God’s holy arm and good-will.

Many of us are facing impossible situations. Many of us have prayed for decades for someone or something and outwardly things don’t seem to have moved an inch. But does our faith sit in the outward signs or is it rooted in God’s character, in his power to save and his good promises to his people? True faith is anchored right there. It is able to keep still and winter and wait until God is pleased to act. In the meantime, we can be sure that God is still working behind the scenes, preparing the way for our prayers to be answered.

What is Babylon?

They thought it was a good idea, building a tower to the heavens. They had the will, the manpower and the materials. What could go wrong? Brick after brick, layer after layer went up, up, up to the clouds. Nothing man had done could compare with this. Using language reminiscent of Genesis 1, they said let us make, let us build, but they ignored God’s command to Noah to multiply and fill the earth. Instead, they turned inward, desiring to concentrate their power and make a name for themselves. But God was not ignorant of their plans. As they laid each layer of bricks higher than anyone had ever seen, God was higher still, and he came down to assess their work. The result was Babel, the city where languages were confused and man was dispersed throughout the earth. Man’s attempt to be God was thwarted, at least for now.

Centuries later another building project reached its zenith. Nebuchadnazzar, the king of Babylon, believed in the lie of his own greatness even despite the warnings God gave him in his dreams. One day, twelve months after the Jewish exile Daniel had given him the interpretation of his second dream and warned him to repent, the king found himself walking on the roof of his palace, surveying the majesty of what he thought belonged to him. He said, “Is not this great Babylon, which I have built by my mighty power as a royal residence and for the glory of my majesty?” Though God had given him time to repent, that time was up and immediately the judgment came down from heaven. The kingdom would depart from Nebuchadnezzar and he would lose his faculties, dwelling with the beasts of the earth, and eating grass like the oxen until he recognized that the Most High rules over all.

Nebuchadnezzar died and the kingdom of Babylon was replaced by another, but the spirit of Babylon endures. It has been a subtext in the story of redemption all along. Any time man turns inward, exalting himself and believing in his own greatness, Babylon is there. Many themes in the Bible find their full flowering in Revelation, and in Revelation 17 we get a full picture of how God sees Babylon and her relationship with those who dwell on earth and the saints of God:

Then one of the seven angels who had the seven bowls came and said to me, “Come, I will show you the judgment of the great prostitute who is seated on many waters, with whom the kings of the earth have committed sexual immorality, and with the wine of whose sexual immorality the dwellers on earth have become drunk.” And he carried me away in the Spirit into a wilderness, and I saw a woman sitting on a scarlet beast that was full of blasphemous names, and it had seven heads and ten horns. The woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet, and adorned with gold and jewels and pearls, holding in her hand a golden cup full of abominations and the impurities of her sexual immorality. And on her forehead was written a name of mystery: ‘Babylon the great, mother of prostitutes and of earth’s abominations.’ And I saw the woman, drunk with the blood of the saints, the blood of the martyrs of Jesus. — Revelation 17:1-6 (ESV)

Notice the contrasts in the description we’re given above. An alluring and beautiful woman dressed in royal attire and yet she is called a prostitute, one who traffics in sexual immorality and leads the people on earth astray with her abominations. The last line emphasizes her deadly intentions – she desires to destroy the saints and is drunk with their blood. Is Babylon a real woman? Technically no. But what John is doing here, and what all apocalyptic literature does is use symbols to represent real things. Babylon then is the embodiment of the spirit of the age concentrated in the image of a worldly city, attractive and beautiful on the outside, promising all kinds of wealth and prestige and power but ultimately bringing her worshipers down to death. According to Vern Poythress, “Babylon sums up in herself the worship of the godless world.”

As you look at the whole book, you see there are two women portrayed in Revelation. We have Babylon, the prostitute, arrayed in costly attire and jewels, riding the beast who represents worldly power, intent on the destruction of the saints. In contrast, we have the Bride of Christ, the faithful ones who follow the Lamb wherever he goes, the ones who have washed their robes white in his blood and will rejoice in the consummation of their relationship with him at the marriage supper of the Lamb.

This is powerful imagery, and I’m convinced it’s meant to shake us out of our spiritual lethargy. As you go about your ordinary day, doing your ordinary things, remind yourself of Babylon. Be alert and watchful for signs of her seduction. We (in the comparatively free and relatively peaceful West) may not be experiencing the kind of suffering and persecution that our brothers and sisters in North Korea or Nigeria are experiencing, but that doesn’t mean Satan has left us alone. In his commentary, Dennis Johnson differentiates between three kinds of Satanic attacks. Satan can attack with head-on persecution, by slow infection, or with insidious temptations to compromise. I believe that Babylon the prostitute is meant to represent that insidious kind of seduction that’s presented to us every day, an attraction to worldly power and success that seems good at first but will eventually cause us to compromise. The way of the world is so alluring! Thankfully, we are given a clear picture here in Revelation of what it really is, and what will become of it in the end.

We are also given a clear warning as God prepares to exact judgment on Babylon.

Then I heard another voice from heaven saying, “Come out of her, my people, lest you take part in her sins, lest you share in her plagues; for her sins are heaped high as heaven, and God has remembered her iniquities.” — Revelation 18:4 (ESV)

The Bible gives us language and imagery to help us grasp spiritual truth. To pull back the curtain on what reality actually is. The next time you read Revelation try to trace the imagery backward. Where have you seen it before? How has it been developing? What may seem strange to us at first may actually be the culmination of a theme that began in seed form long ago. The Bible is the true story of the world and acts as a corrective lens through which to understand what is really going on around us. What began on the plains of Shinar in Genesis 11 will experience a great and mighty fall as described in Revelation 18 but the saints of God will find their rest in the New Jerusalem.

How to Love Your Country

I’ve been sharing quotes from Puritan author and Scottish pastor Samuel Rutherford who lived during the tumultuous times of the 1600s. He loved his country and lamented the lack of sincere faith among its citizens. Here is an example of one such lamentation:

Oh, that this land were humbled in time, and by prayers, cries, and humiliation, would bring Christ in at the church-door again, now when His back is turned towards us, and He is gone to the threshold, and His one foot, as it were, is out of the door! I am sure that His departure is our deserving; we have bought it with our iniquities; for even the Lord’s own children are fallen asleep, and, alas! professors are made all of shows and fashions, and are not at pains to recover themselves again. Every one hath his set measure of faith and holiness, and contenteth himself with but a stinted measure of godliness, as if that were enough to bring him to heaven.

As believers our utmost allegiance is to the kingdom of God, not to our own countries here on earth. We are called by Jesus to seek first the kingdom of God as citizens of heaven. But that doesn’t preclude us from loving our countries, from having a healthy and God-honoring kind of patriotism. But what does that kind of biblical patriotism and love of country look like? It looks like the prayer above.

Rutherford knew his true allegiance was to Christ and his kingdom but he also knew that God judges nations and calls nations, not just individuals, to acknowledge and praise him. And our sins, both individual and corporate, will be brought to account. This is not a call for any country to become a theocracy. Church and state should remain separate. But just as sin in the church will be brought to light and God’s people will be disciplined, the sins of any nation will be brought to account as well.

The prayer above is informed by the truth that though the nations rage, God has set his King on Zion (Psalm 2), that all nations should recognize the Lord’s reign and that he judges the whole world in righteousness and equity (Psalm 96), and that all nations and all peoples should be glad and sing for joy in him (Psalm 67). But it’s also informed by the words of the apostle Peter who warned that judgment will begin with the people of God and called the church to live as holy obedient children, sober-minded with our hope set on the grace to be brought to us when Jesus Christ is revealed (see 1 Peter 1:13-16; 4:12-19).

So love your country by praying for it. Pray that its leaders would acknowledge that the Lord reigns and their authority comes from him. Pray that the leaders of your country would do what is right in the fear of the Lord. And pray for the church, for the people of God in all nations to live in such a way as to commend the gospel of Christ to all men.

The Lord is my Song

“The Lord is my strength and my song; he has become my salvation.”

Psalm 118

The first record of music in the Bible is in Genesis 4:21 where we read of Jubal, the father of those who play the lyre and the pipe. The first recorded song is the song of Miriam in Exodus 15. The Psalms are full of commands to sing. God is said to sing over his people in Zephaniah 3 and Jesus sang a hymn with his disciples after the Passover meal.

But why music? What caused mankind to want to create instruments and sing? Seen from a purely utilitarian perspective, it seems like a very inefficient thing to do. But that’s only true if man’s sole purpose is to produce and accomplish. What if we were created to worship? And what if part of being made in God’s image is to reflect the love and joy that exists among the persons of the Trinity? And what if the best and most satisfying way to express that love and joy is through singing?

C.S. Lewis imagines God singing at creation. He portrays that through the character of Aslan in “The Magician’s Nephew”:

“A voice had begun to sing. It was very far away and Digory found it hard to decide from what direction it was coming. Sometimes it seemed to come from all directions at once. Sometimes he almost thought it was coming out of the earth beneath them. Its lower notes were deep enough to be the voice of the earth herself. There were no words. It was hardly a tune. But it was beyond comparison, the most beautiful sound he had ever heard.”

The Magician’s Nephew

Where did Lewis get this idea? Perhaps from the words of God to Job.

“Where were you when I established the earth? Tell me, if you have understanding. Who fixed its dimensions? Certainly you know! Who stretched a measuring line across it? What supports its foundations? Or who laid its cornerstone while the morning stars sang together and all the sons of God shouted for joy?”

Job 38:4-7

We sing because words are not sufficient. We sing because we love and that love cannot find its fullest expression until it is turned into song. Have you ever considered it odd that God would command his people to sing? If God were a despotic tyrant ruling from on high, if he were not good and holy and righteous, the command to sing would be an exercise in stroking his ego. But God is good and holy, and he is worthy of all praise. And in his wisdom and grace, he has given us this command for our good, that we may experience complete satisfaction in him. He is the one who is most worthy of our song.

In the beginning the newborn stars sang in chorus together. In the Psalms we’re given language to praise our God and King. And at the end of the Bible we encounter over a dozen songs to the one who will bring all of redemptive history to its consummation. In Revelation we read of living creatures, elders, angels, and the redeemed breaking out in worship and song to the only one who is worthy.

Great and amazing are your deeds, O Lord God the Almighty! Just and true are your ways, O King of the nations! Who will not fear, O Lord, and glorify your name? For you alone are holy. All nations will come and worship you, for your righteous acts have been revealed.

Revelation 15:3-4

Though it’s vitally important to define and defend what we believe about God, the Bible says the Lord is my song. It doesn’t say the Lord is my doctrine. Faith is not a cold calculated affair, a reasonable decision made with the mind based on the evidence. It is an engagement of the heart that cannot help but praise. We don’t just sing about him. We sing to him. Our praise now is a participation in the praise of heaven and a preview of what’s to come when all of God’s people will join in praise together to the one who sings over us.

Sing aloud, O daughter of Zion; shout, O Israel! Rejoice and exult with all your heart, O daughter of Jerusalem! The Lord has taken away the judgments against you; he has cleared away your enemies. The King of Israel, the Lord, is in your midst; you shall never again fear evil. On that day it shall be said to Jerusalem: “Fear not, O Zion; let not your hands grow weak. The Lord your God is in your midst, a mighty one who will save; he will rejoice over you with gladness; he will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing.”

Zephaniah 3:14-17

Embracing the Dissonance

Recently my husband and I were enjoying dinner out when he asked me a very insightful question. He wanted to know what things I had learned lately that had changed my theological perspective. It didn’t take long for me to offer up a few examples of things I had learned through my seminary classes or personal studies that have shifted my understanding in a profound way. This has been one of the great gifts and privileges of seminary. I have had access to a breadth of knowledge and a community of students and professors that has both challenged and encouraged me.

As my mind has expanded and been challenged to work harder learning Hebrew and reading theologians like Karl Barth, John Calvin and Frances Turretin, my heart has started undergoing its own transformation. It’s hard to describe what that has been like. What I knew about the truth in my head has penetrated more deeply into my heart and that has sharpened the dissonance between the false stories the world tells and the true story of all things contained in Scripture. That dissonance has created in me a deeper ache for the consummation. Amy Baik Lee wrote a lovely book about this called This Homeward Ache. She explains that many people, Christians and unbelievers, have sought to give a name to this feeling we have when we see something beautiful and profound in this life that makes us long for more. I loved her book, but the feeling I am trying to describe is different than a longing for the consummation. Theologians often use a phrase to describe this tension between the way things are now and what they will be in the consummation. They call it the ‘already but not yet’ or the ‘now and not yet’. What I’m trying to describe is not the straining forward to the consummation, the not yet, but an embracing of the dissonant now.

But who wants to embrace dissonance? It’s a tension that longs to be resolved. But dissonance is also a sign that something is off, that something doesn’t match. When dissonance resolves in music there’s a sense of satisfaction but what if we’re supposed to embrace the dissonance of the now as we wait for the resolution of the not yet?

We were made for something more than this life and if we spend our days on earth trying to avoid or temporarily resolve the dissonance we may find ourselves walking according to the siren song of the world. There is a cosmic drama being played out around us and above us and those who have the wisdom to discern the times will be among those who courageously embrace the dissonance of the now. They will allow it to urge them on in prayer, lamenting the way things are as they also plead for his kingdom to come and his will to be done. Sooner than we think, the not yet will be now, the dissonance will be resolved and that ache will be completely fulfilled as all that was a mere shadow will burst forth with consummating joy.

Music has a way of capturing things we can’t put into words. When I was a young musician in college and newly converted to Christianity, I discovered this quote thought to be inscribed on a German opera house:

God gave us music that we might pray without words

Samuel Barber’s Adagio for Strings was originally written for string quartet but is often played by full orchestra. It is full of dissonance, but a kind of dissonance that is hauntingly beautiful. If I were to choose a piece of music as the theme song of the dissonant now, this would be it.